Burg (I.)

I knew what they meant by addiction in a moment when suddenly I became conscious and realized it's been a few years since I began and none of that time makes sense in or out of any context. This tear-down carnival ride of meta-memories conjoining and curving to swallow their tails looping on and on through the ephemera. I'm not the same person on the same planet with the same friends, anymore. I've lost everything to the cup trick.